Utterance ineffable

In my quest to read the history of medieval India, I took out another old copy of Medieval History from my treasure. I’d bought it from the old book vendor who sits under the Neem tree near the University library. As usual, I have noted my name on the first page, and the date is February 26, 2011, and written there are four lines:

Yeah, it was a desireless prayer,
With extreme love for the God,
With serene peace…
Utterance ineffable…

You remember?


This evening…

Around 7 p.m. The evening is lingering out lazily. I just had a good nap; it’s been after a long while I could have a nap. What was the last time I came home around 4 p.m.? I don’t remember.

I’m having some stomach pain since last evening; perhaps post effect of travel last week. I’ve two exams, tomorrow and on Sunday, so no office over the weekend. I’ve taken meds for the stomach, so it should go away overnight.

This afternoon, when I was in pain, I felt like I needed you (very rarely I feel such).

I’m feeling hungry; didn’t have lunch for this pain. What should I have now? I’ve a mango, will have it!

What else? This emptiness is feeling so silent, serene, withour any hustle-bustle; so complete like you are just here somewhere around me, and I’m not even missing you!

This year

It has almost been 10 years I’m living in this city. It’s only this year I noticed these flowers by the roadsides. This year…

Two girls and a dog

I am at my native place, some 325 km west to Nagpur.

A little portrait of the situations here: these little two girls, the dog, a bullock cart, the dirt road, and summer.

I’m alone and lonely

It’s a lonely evening. I’ve a lot of time in hand, leisure, but ain’t finding any motivation to do something. I can watch some movie on computer, or I can write something, or just go out on a walk! I’ve a lot of time; it’s only around 9 p.m., but I’m just lying in bed, and I’m not enjoying it!

I’ve bought 3 books last week, those I always wanted to read. I read a few chapters from one, and again kept it aside. I’ve some classic movie DVDs, yet unseen. I’ve the whole life ahead, yet unexplored!

This is a lonely evening, I’ve a lot of idle time, and I’m hating it 😦